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Saturday, February 23, 2008
someone told me that sometimes u feel so hurt towards someone is cause u love them too much.
9:27 PM
but i doubt that u feel hurt.maybe u do.but not as much as me.or it's just a short feeling for u that'll go away once u start doing something else and enjoying yourself. i know your friends are important, but do u have to do every damn thing they tell u to.even when you dont like it,u still listen to them.(fyi, i dont have anything against them)u talk abt me controlling you.come on boy.think properly.whether i like it or not, you'd still go against me.i dont have a say.when i ask some time from u, u tell me u're tired from work, u keep me hanging on the phone.i try to be sweet to u but u nvr realised.i try to be a better girl for u but u dont even bother. u talk about priority.talk about i'm the top on the list.reality check.i dont think so.saying it and doing it makes a massive difference. and thats seriously one major prob abt u. i apologize for all my wrong doings in the past.but do u always have to bring it up every now and then?let the past be the past.i nvr talk bout ur past anymore.will it kill u to do the same thing? must i let tears do the talking just so u cld at least look at me.just so i could feel ur care and warmth that i've been longing to feel.you have no idea how much tears i wasted on u.even this very fucking moment. is it too difficult for u to at least apologize without having anyone telling u to. i hate it when ego gets the better of someone.i fucking despise it. esp yours. i just wanna feel appreciated.but i guess thats too much to ask. maybe its time to let go... |